致：妈！

习惯了听话，就注定是你永远听话的孩子？ 就算是，也不要一直在我面前说应该怎样怎样，一直在别人面前说，你看！别人的孩子多好多好，而你的孩子我却什么都不是，你从没想过这些是因为什么吗？曾经，我也是有努力争取过，但是到头来又怎样？在我还没选择之前一直说多希望我能怎样怎样，到我选择了，又泼我冷水，又反对！到我得到了，又嫌这个嫌那个！ 拜托，我是你孩子也，请给我多些支持和自由！！

空虚+寂寞
难忍！！！

我的饮歌-背叛

雨
不停落下来
花
怎么都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀
爱
只剩下无奈
我
一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹着空白
缺了一块
就不精采
紧紧相依的心如何
say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼
把手放开不问一句
当作最后一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管
只要你能愉快
有一句感慨
还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在
心

我想爱，却不敢再爱。

It's ok to cry.
It's ok to be defenseless.

But please,be strong after you cry.Stand up,after you have fallen.

Maybe,I should get myself a chance to have a new relationship.
It's useless to just reviewing the past.
Nobody and nothing will come back to you,even you keep saying how you will and how you want to protect somebody. IT IS USELESS !!
Nobody will even pay attention on you.She will not come back to you,even if you wait her for this long.She will not.

It is time now,for you to abandon your burden.It is time now,for you to abandon your past.
There is a lot of people,or friends,who really cares for you.Please don't let them get disappointed on you.

I know,its tough.I know,it hurts.I know,it makes your tears flow. However,I do know one more thing.It's worthed.